I,m so unhappy lately. I don't know how to say how unhappy I am inside. Sometimes I feel that I trust people too easily, am I being stupid I wonder...but isn't trust a basic knowledge in everyone??
Why do people like to hurt someone who trust them?? Is it out of fun or boredom or they jus love hurting people?? I just feel so stupid to trust people so easily. I feel so hurt inside but what can I do?? If you want to find someone to hurt, why must it be me?? Am I not hurt enough? How much more do I have to go thru this part and parcel of life to be happy??
One advise to that person although I am not sure if that person reads this but try to put yourself in my position before you think of hurting someone else out there. You have hurt me deeply although we don't really know each other that well but please think if someone else were to do the same thing to you that you did to me, will you be happy or hurt??
Just when I thought I found someone who really loves me but it all turns out to be a game and I,m stupid enough to believe whatever you say. I was just living my own life and being myself once again after the hurt I got from my ex boyfriend but then you just have to come into my life and make a mess out of it again. I have never ever did anything to you at all, why do you have to hurt me? Am I just a game to you?
I will start from today not to trust anyone anymore. I don't think anyone else deserve my trust anymore. I will forget you by all means and I hope that you lead a happy life and be a better person. I won't say that this is all your fault but just blame myself for being stupid!! I won't let another person hurt me anymore. I don't deserve all these shit from anyone anymore!!
I will concentrate on my work and studies from today onwards and I don't hope to hear from that person anymore.
