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Sunday, July 27, 2008Y
Upset.....

I am feeling very upset....DB. I don't know how to express my feelings now but I think I have disappointed a few of my best friends.

I would just like to say SORRY to my friends. DB, I think I really let some people down. I really need to wake up and face up to reality already. Maybe all these while, I was just dreaming and refusing to wake up, keep lying to myself to make myself happy or am I really happy?? Am I too contradicting??

Anyway, I don't want to say much today DB....I am too tired already.....DB..I did say I wanted to post about my Hays Year End Conference @ Bintan and about the Shape Run 2008 but I don't have the mood to post it now, I will leave it for now and myabe the next couple of days DB...I won't be posting anything.

I am so upset DB, I wish you could help me in my current situation. Tell me DB...how can I be happy for real? How can I smile and laugh from my heart??

I,m going off now DB.....good nites!



Michie off to bed at 8:38 PM Photobucket